Well. Time Does Fly, Doesn't it?

Yup, been fucking ages since I've updated this thing, as always.
I'm living in Saskatoon now, and am finished school. All I have to do is wait for grad to roll around, show up - and voila! - I've somehow managed to graduate.
The city is pretty cool, except that I miss my Humbs friends. Been hanging out with Steve and Mel a lot, though so I'm not a total loner i suppose.

I am not having a good day today. Long days of working with my idiot boss have begun to wear me down. I'm tired and lonely because everyone is sleeping, as always when I come home. Therefore I feel a bit depressed. Go figure.

Saw Morgan and Dub yesterday. It was pretty rad. They came after the MCR show and I got to talk with Fritsch for almost an hour. It was greatly needed.

I'm not entirely sure why I made this post, I have so much to talk about that it seems insane to type it all out. Won some writing awards, did some hard drugs, went to a new school, got a new job and basically life.
Yep, that about sums it up, I suppose.

Mad World

While, today I asked myself: What is the first thing a responsable 18 year old would do at two in the morning on their birthday? Update their blog, of course.
After buying that first shiny pack of smokes and the cursed Blackjack scratch ticket. I felt very special.
Holy shit, Fritsch. You won't believe the song I found burried on my computer.
Remember, Chtistine Diae by Scatter the Ashes? I found it. You probably won't read that until I've snapped all over the place about it.
Not much else to say, I have to get up on four hours to drive Audrey to Saskatoon for an appointment, so that should be fun. I think I'll sleep in the waiting room. They'd better have comfy chairs or I'm lodging a complaint. Or at least sitting and frowning at everyone. Because *that's* going to accomplish something.
I'm pumped: my room has an electric heater, so I'm not losing fingers to frostbite as I type.
I'm getting a tattoo soon. Josh is getting it done for my for a late birthday presant. I'm uber excited.
night lamers

37mm

Today was kind of interesting.
Well, no. It wasn't. But let's pretend it was so that I can update.
Skipped bio with Morgan and Andrew. But only because Andrew bribed my with a Slurpee. We saw this old man in one of those mororised scooters, and it looked like he was just chilling, all reclined in the park with us. I made a joke about how he was stuck like that.
Then this other lady on an identical scooter stopped and stared at him. We were pretty amused. Made jokes about how she was checking out his pimpin' ride. Then she came over to him, and we saw her trying to help him sit up. She calls over to us for help, which we did without a second thought. After we helped him sit up, and all went our seperate ways.
Needless to say we all felt like complete asses for joking about it at first. But we really had no idea.
Went to art and painted, managing to get myself totally colored in black and green paint. That's skill for you.
Stayed at the convent in Bruno for the weekend on a writing retreat. Broke out a couple times, and had some really creepy 30 year old man we talked to come in and lookk for me through all of the dorms. Wrong.
My grannny is here though, so I have to blitz. Wish me luck ^^

Love
Josie

Of Concerts,Govan and Smooshed Bunnies

So. I'm supposed to be at work in fifteen minutes, but I thought that I'd just give a superquick update so people will stop complaining about my lack of activity. Then I'll disappear for months again.
I've gon to see DBS, The Horrorpops, The Mad Caddies, The Atreyu and As I Lay Dying in the space of time since my last post. Out of all these shows DBS was by far the best. The crowd was so into it and the pit was just insane. Plus we got to talk to the band. It was rad.
Went to Moose Jaw for the weekend with Jill. It was interesting, and I'm proud to say that I didn't get lost once in Regina. Which says something because I'm just shit with directions and Jill is really no better (no offence hun...)
Still working ini the dingy shithole known as Family Pizza. Sad, I know.
Handed my first English assignment all year in last Monday, on time I may add. Pretty proud of that.
Josh got his own appartment, which is kinda small, totally unfurnished but I love it anyway.
I cut Jill's hair there, and it didn't lok half bad.
I got a poem of mine, The Road published in the Society out at St. Peter's. It was hard to go up and read it in front of all those people, but I did it anyway. So did Morgan and I must say that her reading was about 1000x better then mine.
My hair is an awkward shade of pink now, but I don't mind it.
I killed a bunny. I'm a bad person. Right outside of Govan on my way back from Moose Jaw. It looked just like the bunny in the Bio lab. I felt pretty bad, considering I laughed so hard after the 'bump' that there were tears running down my face. Almost got taken out by a pothole outside of Govan too. oI don't think that I like Govan very much. It's cursed.
School's almost done and I can't wait for it to end.
Got plans to be drunk for the enirety of May long weekend. Excluding Friday when I have to drive to Saskatoon. But when I come back, that's a different story. May actually go to wizards this Thursday. Not really my stile, but meh. Josh and I will have been dating for half a year on the 20th. He'll prolly be in Saskatoon with Dave, but I'll drink to it anyway. In fact I might just drink for both him and me, even though I can almost garuntee that he'll also be pissed.
My car has started to make a funny squeeking noise and a grinding one when I stop. Hmm.. i think it's time for Jack to go to the doctor's.
Umm... what else is new and exciting? I got my lip and eyebrow done. Turning 18 in a few months, then I'm gonna hook myself up to some surface piercings. That should be fun.
I'm going to be late for work, so I think I'll sign off now...

~Josie

Oh my.

I think I hate today.
But that’s alright, it’s only ten thirty, the day has a lot of time to redeem itself. I suppose.
D.W. is fucked. Stupid dildo wagon. I went to pick Morgan up this morning, and we got stuck leaving her house. But some very nice man in a camo jumpsuit came and helped us get unstuck. Sometimes people are nice. We got stuck again, trying by HCI and the public school. That was cool, we could handle that. But the real problem wasn’t something as simple or innocent as snow. My tire was flat and trying to climb inside of the wheel-well. Fuck. So we got up to the corner between McDonalds and HCI, sot stuck again, gave up and phoned Tim. He came and put on the spare and we drove it to Quality tire. Tim’s a great guy ^_^.
So. I’m all moved in at the new house. It’s amazing. Sound carries, but that’s not too bad. We had a drinking thing there on the 12th. Yeah, it was a Monday, what’s your point? It was fun. We all played cards and listened to tunes after the Xmas party for Family Pizza. Good times. There was a recent party at Geoff’s. Morgan and them ended up going on like a three hour 'sev run' and ended up at some blue and white house that was apparantly one of the drug capitals of this shit hole. Apparantly some guyguys were doing coke in he closet... Nice going guys.
It was so icy that I had to crawl across the street because walking was too hard. It was great fun. Except when Morgan threw crackers at that damn bird.
...And when Ryan found out.
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So. It's now the 19 of December.
Almost Xmas. w00t. Break starts on thurs, and it will be so good. Sweet sweet sleep.
I'm doing all my shopping tomorrow. Going to Saskatoon with Tim and Audrey and getting alol my gifts then.
Ryans party is on Thursday too, but I have to work that night. I was going to give it to Vikki, but 50 people are coming in at 5:30. Soo, think I'm gonna go to that. The tips will be good, and she might not be able to do it.
Becca's mad at me. Newfie told her that I said she had a stick up her ass the night of Geoff's party. I honestly don't remember that. Neither does Morgan, and she was with me the whole time. So fuck you Chris.
Damn this will be a long entry.
Josh and I will have been dating for a month as of tomorrow. Maybe I'll pick him up something in S'toon. Hmmm...
Josh Kennedy is comming down this week (also on Tuesday, I believe) That will be fucking amazing. It's been forever since I've seen that kid. I think the last time was when we all got pulled over in Geoff's car. Oh my.
It was Friday, at around 10:00PM. We were at coffee (surprise) and josh hadn't shown up for work that day. I get a phonecall from his cell there, but it isn't him. It's some drunken sounding guy claiming to be "Lennie, that guy from welding". Morgan and I end up meeting him at 7-11, and then going on a cruise with Josh and him. it was all good until we decided to go and visit a haunted house by Munster. Lennie was driving, and booted -ot tried to boot- through a snowbank. We were very stuck and very cold. Add that to the fact that everyone in the car was drinking except for me and the small matter of us not knowing where the hell we were - and it comes out to us being totally fucked.
Lennie called his mom, and an agonizing hour later she shows up in this 4x4 truck with some guy named Richie or something like that. They haul us out, and about 15 mins later we're back in good old Humboldt.
So we're back in town and lennie decides we're going to his house. Which ends up being the infamus 'blue and white house' that Nikki, Cat and Morgan ended up at the night of Geoff's party. Imagine that. So they all smoked up and I just sat there feeling slightly awkward.
Then Morgan went home and Josh came over to my house.
He ended up falling asleep there, and Tim gave us both a 10 minute sex talk the next morning. Actually he was more pissed about us not locking the door. Go figure, thats my Mother and het boyfriend for you. 'Youre fucking? oh, use a condom next time. But if you ever leave the door unlocked again we're gonna kill both of you" lol Oh well, it was less naughy then it looked. lol
But psyche is over and whoever made it this far is prolly bored so byes.

An update to prove I haven't died.

Thank Jesus. I'm moving out by the end of the week. Should be all settled in by next weekend. I haven't started packing yet though. Shit. Oh well, powerpacking it is.
Things are getting fucking dumb here. Sure I have been coming home at obnixious hours of the morning, but that's nothing to warrant what Urban said to me last night.
"Why are you trying to make us hate you? We're the only family tou have that actually wants you around. Your dad gave up on you a long time ago, and your mother just wants you around because it pisses off your dad. They don't want you."
Thanks for the update, Urban. I appreciate it, really.
My grandma wants me to quit my job because she thinks I'm working too often. Because three shifts a week is just so much.
Yeah, getting out of here is going to be good.

In MUCH better news, Josh and I are dating, will have been for three weeks on Sunday.
So I should update more, whats it to you.
I swear to God that he's the biggest sweetheart in the world. He's taken me out for dinner once, we made a city trip to go see Dave (watched Donnie Darko and played cards, it was fun ^_^) and we've watched some movies at his place. it'll be nice when he can finally come over to my place. I get beaked a lot about the hickys, but don't really care. I like 'em...

Still don't know wtf I'm doing for Xmas. Keith doesn't want me to come down to Moose Jaw, so it looks like I'm chillin in Humbs. Not like thats a bad thing though. More people to drink with here. I want this to be a very drunken Christmas. Happy 'Bday' Jesus.

Hmm.. what else is new. Not a lot. The heater in the car is finally fixed. I'm gonna sleep now though. I have to rest up for that math test I'm gonna fail tomorrow. Woohoo

Lots a love,
Josie

There will be sorrow no more!

So Bad Religion and Anti-Flag was the best night of my life.
Crowned king sucked ass, but that was more or less expected. "Play some real Punk Rock!"
I saw Adam again, it was awesome. I got a hug and a kiss, and we went out for a smoke with Morgan. It was rad.
The mosh pit was insane. I got elbowed in the face, and my nose was bleeding. I also fell in the circle pit of hell and got trampled, but people helped me up. I love that - one person falls, three help them up. I think thats great, watch out for your people.
I also went crowd surfing three times - once to Epiphany. I kicked so many people in the face, it was bad. But so much fun. Bad Religion played Sorrow! I'm still not over that. I was going to stand out for the song, but then he said " I think you guys know this one, it starts with a 'Father can you hear me?'" And I realised that there was NO WAY I was just going to stand out for it. I have some interesting bruises, and it hurts to extend my arms, but it was worth it. I'd do it again in a heartbeat.
JB was a sweetie and too pics od me with Chris #2 and Pat from Anti-Flag. They also signed my patch. It was a fantastic show.
In other news, I failed math with a whopping 44% and passed chem with a 50%. Hahah my average is a 63% I think. Oh well, I didn't expect much more then that.
Hopefully Audrey buys a house fcking soon, or I'm going to commit a couple murders. Come on Aud, get your shit moving!!
Anyways, going to look at a house,
Lotsa love,
Stabs the Pirate