An update from Moose Jaw

Okay, well. *cough*
I'm in Moose Jaw now. It kinda sucks my ass. It loves Metal like Humboldt loves Punk. Everyone is outnumbered by rednecks and preps. I feel lost lol.
School is crappy so far.
First day, I didn't know *anybody* and people kept staring at me, but not talking to me, so I was pretty much a loner. The only things that kept me sane were AFI, writing Becca the note we'd promised to write each other, and Blaire. Now, I didn't talk to Blaire, but he was the first interesting person I'd seen all day. Hes in my creative writing class. All he does all class is draw in his binder in Sharpie, and all I do all class is watch him, so neither of us get much accomplished.
Lunch was pure Hell. I had no idea where I was supposed to go, so I just sat at the back of the classroom with the Gr. 10's and ate my luch. AFI saved me yet again.
The rest of the day was pure nothing. I've never been so quiet during a day of school in my life.
Second day was okay. Watched Blaire draw again. Found the lunch room this time. But I kinda wish I hadn't lol. They turned the TV to CMT and blasted it as loud as possible. The look on my face must have been priceless. Listened to more AFI and did more writing.
After school, I talked to this chick who has a locker by mine. Her name is Jess. She told me I should go to a concert on Friday, because her brother's band - Embers was playing.
I didn't know if she invited me to go *with her* or just... you know to get more people to see her bro's band, but I went anyway.
It was weird at first, I just stood at the back and didnt talk to anybody. A couple people said they liked my hair, but that was as far as it went. But Jess showed up with her boyfriend Mike, and they came over and talked to me. She was surprised I didn't bring anyone with me, and was even more surprised to find out that I didn't know anyone to bring and had only lived there for like 4 days. The music was good. The shows in Humboldt are way more lively though, there was no moshing or thrashing or anything.
Until Embers started playing. They got a decent mosh/thrash pit thing going. And I went in a few times, surprisingly. It was lots of fun. Until my head got smashed between some guys elbow and someone else's head. I was done after that lol. But I got to know a few people and I gave out my emaila couple times. So I don't know how things are going to go from here.
One thing I'm sure of, is I wish I was back in Humboldt. I keep thinking this is some bad dream I'm going to wake up from. I can't imagine going here for two years, I'd go crazy. I miss my friends back home more then I thought I ever could. Fuck, at this point in time, I even miss Norma. In my goodbye book, you told me 'to remember' and not forget you people back there. But I was the person that should have been saying that, because theres no way in hell that anyone in this shitty city could replace people as cool as you.
Yeah, I have to end it in emo-ness. It's like a rule or something.
Lots of love,
Stabs